When we discuss the life
and teachings of Gurudev, we are really contemplating the spirit that
lives with us as Sri Gurudev. I have no doubt that his presence is still
here. We may not be able to see him now only because our vision is
limited it may even be as it was in those days when, on certain occasions,
he wouldn't come out. So even though one may not be able to see the physical
presence, the spiritual presence is ever here.
There is one fundamentally vital question that should occur to us
concerning which we should be quite clear. Gurudev was a phenomenon and
so are you. Is it possible by listening to his life or his teachings to
become like him? The thought itself is absurd! I suppose we can imitate
him, that's not difficult - but it's not the reality. He didn't pattern
his life on somebody else. What you are looking for is self-realisation,
not "other-imitation." That is the example. Imitation is a waste of time,
absolutely useless, apart from the fact that he himself could not be
imitated.
He was too great. You could perhaps in a whole lifetime of contemplation on
the Guru catch a glimpse of one aspect of his personality. When you think
you have understood him you suddenly discover that there are too many other
aspects which are baffling... |